Cherish The Poison

Did you see it the last time I am not your alibi But I'm still here Still decomposing Eroding Stuck in this hole that I dug for myself Losing Oxygen Fall to the earth Thrown against the wall again So caved in Stalling the worst Cherish the toxin My sullen mind turns The time to dust I'm grieving always Erase the stain Chronic division of memory It's all the same So low I can't dig myself out Losing Oxygen Fall to the earth Thrown against the wall again So caved in Stalling the worst Cherish the toxin Black outs can't erase the day Soaking in the lidocaine Carve your name into my brain Try to leave I hydroplane Am I worth the strain Take the medicine Till I am whole again I still feel nothingness I'm not alive Losing Oxygen Fall to the earth Thrown against the wall again So caved in Stalling the worst Cherish the toxin Fall to the earth So caved in Stall the worst Cherish the poison