Lobotomy

My self-awareness and responsiveness is down Detachment, derangement are all I've kept around You took my thoughts, so I could not function by myself You didn't want it getting out Those secrets that I held There's a fine line between benefit and risk I wanted to feel normal, but I didn't ask for this I will not tell my soul to reach a goal I would rather die than lose control Question everything, but don't say anything Or they'll split your brain like a lobotomy La la la la la lobotomy La la la la la lobotomy At the expense of losing all of me Should I take the chance so that I can have the key To finding peace in a world that wasn't meant for me Because you told me that my mind was filled up with debris It's an uphill battle to convince them I belong Don't hold me back, I hope that I don't come off too headstrong I will not tell my soul to reach a goal I would rather die than lose control Question everything, but don't say anything Or they'll split your brain like a lobotomy La la la la la lobotomy La la la la la lobotomy Ice pick through the eyes so that You believe all the lies While they tell you that you're fine Until you hear the flatline I will not tell my soul to reach a goal I would rather die than lose control Question everything, but don't say anything Or they'll split your brain like a lobotomy La la la la la (la la la la la la) lobotomy La la la la la lobotomy