Good News, Everyone!

Searching for any words to say Seems like they always escape me I don't know what's wrong with me Stare at my feet, head down, just leave I'm only comfortable when I'm alone But this isolation is killing me slowly Fake a smile, force a laugh Hold up my mask a little bit too long It's such a chore Not to fade Never figured out how to Read a room or fix a mood Struggle through every conversation I've had in my whole life I'll build my walls high Shut out, wonder why I feel so down, I couldn't say why Skin is crawling and I'm in a spiral Thoughts racing until they stop I hear the ire in the voices Feel the disdain in the gazes I know it's all in my head But I can't seem to shake the feeling Got no substance to add here So I stay silent, in the background Fake another smile, force another laugh Hold up my mask a little bit longer It's such a chore Not to fade Never figured out how to Read a room or fix a mood Struggle through every conversation I've had in my whole life I'll build my walls high shut out, wonder why I feel so down, couldn't say why Skin is crawling and I'm in a spiral Thoughts racing until they stop Never figured out how to Read a room or fix a mood Struggle through every conversation I've had in my whole life I'll build my walls high shut out, wonder why I feel so down, couldn't say why Skin is crawling and I'm in a spiral Thoughts racing until they stop