Level 37

Lost at sea there is no wind in my sails Drifting aimlessly no compass to guide me Lacking bearings found nothing but apathy Is this it is this all this life has To offer me sleepless nights and headaches I don't know how long I can hang on before I go Steady my feet on the rocky shore Try to fight the urge At the precipice see the shadow of the city Reflect on who I am and what I've done Coming to the terms laid out by my life just left to think What keeps me stuck it holds me back Do I stay or do I go Smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee Anything to give me a sense of control Over my life or how I'm feeling at any time Now I'm hating myself cause I can't figure out How to act normal without the extra help I don't know what I'm doing in this life at all Steady my feet on the rocky shore Try to fight the urge At the precipice see the shadow of the city Reflect on who I am and what I've done Coming to the terms laid out by my life just left to think What keeps me stuck it holds me back Again I find myself Again I find myself Feet buried in sand Praying to the gods of the sea Steady my feet on the rocky shore Try to fight the urge At the precipice see the shadow of the city Reflect on who I am and what I've done Coming to the terms laid out by my life just left to think What keeps me stuck it holds me back Do I stay or do I go I don't know