Gone Too Far

I'm hooked The addiction grips me deep down inside I cannot let it win One taste sets the hooks in Piercing through to my soul I let the devil in Guilty Guilty memories pull me Farther away From where I want to be Eight years past the threshold And I'm still unclear on what the future holds Will I find the right direction If I trust my own reflection? Or will I just be left with scars? Oh God have I gone too far? I'm hooked to the process Of acting on the impulse With no regard for the future Will I turn out to be An empty shell of a man who's still lonely? Will I find the right direction If I trust my own reflection? Or will I just be left with scars? Oh God have I gone too far? Oh god have I gone too far? God have I gone too far? I can't keep moving on Will I find the right direction If I trust my own reflection? Or will I just be left with scars? Oh God have I gone too far?