Damaged

I wish there was a way for me to put this into words All these feelings that I have as I start to lose control (I feel panic rushing over me and gripping at my chest) (And no matter what I say or do, I know that that it won't rest) I feel my vision fade, sweat dripping down my back I can hear my heart pound, I can feel my mind crack (And I know that you love me and you want to save me now) In the end of it all you can't save me from myself Am I too damaged for you? After everything we've been through If you go, I won't stop you You're not damaged like me Am I too damaged for you? After everything we went through If you stay, I won't stop you You'll end up damaged like me I know you think I'm damaged and I question everything I'm obsessive and compulsive, a disorder I can't flee (I'll race you to the end you see I got a manic side) (And the more I try to fight it he grows stronger every time) Post-traumatic stress, yeah, that's what my doctor said So when I think I'm dying, I just got to take a breath (I know that you love me and you want to save me now) In the end of it all you can't save me from myself Am I too damaged for you? After everything we've been through If you go, I won't stop you You're not damaged like me Am I too damaged for you? After everything we went through If you stay, I won't stop you You'll end up damaged like me You know I never wanted you to leave I didn't mean for you to hurt along the way 'Cause I would tear myself apart without you here You would sabotage it all for me to stay I'm code red (it's alright) Code red (it's alright) Am I too damaged for you? After everything we've been through If you go, I won't stop you You're not damaged like me Am I too damaged for you? After everything we went through If you stay, I won't stop you You'll end up damaged like me Damaged like me You're not damaged like me