colorblind

I can't tell how much time has passed Memories of my hopeful past When everything used to be intact Is now damaged by those vicious blasts I'm fighting the urge to bash my head Against the wall, I'm afraid that I will Lose myself or that I will lose everything Still chasing dead dreams as I'm lost in between Reality and nightmares that have been too real You're the one I blame My home has never been the same You raised yourself to fame And took my fucking life away Submission is not an option When I'm trapped inside this nightmare Everything around me reminds me of what used to be Against all odds We must prevail So we can see our paradise again I'm fighting the urge to bash my head Against the wall, I'm afraid that I will Lose myself or that I will lose everything I've been feeling down down down Heavy is the head of thorned crown I thought I had made my mind I was sure that whole world was colorblind Narcissistict f*ck You only control by luck No one will bow 'Cause you reap what you sow Narcissistict f*ck You only control by luck No one will bow 'Cause you reap what you fucking sow Narcissistict f*ck You only control by luck Narcissistict f*ck You only control by luck Now no one will bow 'Cause you reap what you fucking sow Show the path to my broken home Still trying to reach it, searching for that meaning Lead the fight while we turn to stone I'm sick of being only one that's always kneeling Show the path to my broken home Still trying to reach it, searching for that meaning Lead the fight while we turn to stone I'm sick of being only one that's always kneeling I'm fighting the urge to bash my head Against the wall, I'm afraid that I will Lose myself or that I will lose everything I've been feeling down down down Heavy is the head of thorned crown I thought I had made my mind I was sure that whole world was colorblind But I'm the one who's blind