Beyond the Consciousness

I'm engulfed in her mystic delusions Hypnotized by her sacramental insanity I'm stuck in dimension's threshold, at the mercy of her will I am condemned to suffer by her wicked lust My mind convulsively bleeding through her malice Beyond the knowledge of mortals The veil of oblivion covers the ancient perversions Coexisting at the unreal boundary Beyond the consciousness Fear meets my spirit - hate controls my psyche Skepticism desecrates the bonds of my faith I smell the bitterness of my own consumption The physical affliction The psychological disintegration The deceptions of mortality penetrate my consciousness Into a sleepless dream Among the punishments the deity inflicts me I behold the ecstasy through divine visions The splendor of the void itself Her knowledge holding all values My old hopes are now a vanished shadow Buried in the sepulcher of my sinful anatomy And through my anguish i will reborn