I Will Simply Let You Down

Farther the road More I feel at home In spite of the closeness I used to long for Bottoming out In front of the crowds The crown starts to slip And pulls me to the ground Spare your feelings I will simply let you down You're not the cause but also don't help My self doubt Or fear I'm estranged from my demons But to a point they sought me out Can't they leave me to myself? It's my fault they ever saw me anyway Tell me a lie Head in for the night I despise how the silence Would eat me alive A boundary reset Without so much as A clarification As to what made the mess Spare your feelings I will simply let you down You're not the cause but also don't help My self doubt Or fear I'm estranged from my demons But to a point they sought me out Can't they leave me to myself? It's my fault they ever saw me anyway