Recovery

I swim on through the ocean but I drown in memories Close my eyes to taste you, open never see Angel of the garden is standing by the tree So thirsty when I miss you, unlock it with a key A door is swinging open, I watch it shut on me I drink to dream I drink to dream I think, I gasp, I lose myself I never find a way to help My body is no temple to treat However I could be so well Another with a story to tell I'm a sickness complete Now I'm doused in all of my sweat I know I tend to forget Can talk but I don't need to speak Wishing for another try I cry until I breathe a sigh Shame into recovery Two faces to deceive you, a guard not letting down Keep my demons hiding, the saint I'm wearing proud My halo now deserts me, I wear this thorny crown Innocence remains here, mistakes, they show me how Redemption's what I'm seeking though sins are all I've found I drink it down I drink it down I think, I gasp, I lose myself I never find a way to help My body is no temple to treat However I could be so well Another with a story to tell I'm a sickness complete Now I'm doused in all of my sweat I know I tend to forget Can talk but I don't need to speak Wishing for another try I cry until I breathe a sigh Shame into recovery Shame into recovery Shame into recovery Shame into recovery Shame into recovery Shame into recovery Shame into recovery