Deception

I`m Lying, Motionless in the dark I can`t seem to find the way out I`m trying, but I just fall apart Why can`t I figure it out It doesn`t matter how hard I try These Demons won`t let off my side I`ve been defeated can`t deny I feel it coming end is nigh Lost everything its got a hold on me its taken over and it won`t let me be Wandering with no direction I`ve fallen to my own deception I`m fighting the demons in my head Pushing back against everything they say I`m dying, holding on by just a thread Why can`t I ever find the way It`s no longer worth fighting for I don`t have the strength anymore Codependence can`t ignore Will I stop coming back for more Lost everything its got a hold on me its taken over and it won`t let me be Wandering with no direction I`ve fallen to my own deception When you lose hope what can you do Is it worth trying when you that you're through Mirror of deceit these chains defeat You`re an Illusion that will always make me fall You make me fall, you always make me fall, never ending fall to my own deception