Stuck

Battle a few times a day Not knowing what to do I somehow know what you will say as soon as I see you Why can't you give me a break I gave my all, that's true See you in the clouds every day And in the stars and moon There's no way around this And you can't just take it back There's too much on the line for me and you How did we get so far off-track Give me your list of reasons I should wait past all this pain I'm still having trouble making sure we'll be in line again So let me know What should I do I think I'm stuck Should I start anew Should I give a f*ck What should I do I think I'm stuck Should I start anew Should I give a f*ck Told myself that I'd never feel this hurt Then I found myself in a place I said I'd never be Always feel like I push away this hurt Never thought that we'd have to change so suddenly Can't love until I love myself Too broken to see into my reflection Empty shell that stares me back All that I see now are imperfections