Why?

Why can't I always just enjoy the ride Why do I always feel like I'm losing time Why do I always feel so uninvited Why can't I ever just not be reminded Why can't I always just enjoy the ride Why do I always feel like I'm losing time Why do I always feel so uninvited Why can't I ever just not be reminded Let it go, I can't ever fold Even at my lowest, you won't ever know I can never let nobody feel my soul I can never let nobody hear my goals I'm so tired of giving more than I get How could I have never noticed all this shit I gave too much of myself not to regret I get too much so the checks don't ever hit Why can't I always just enjoy the ride Why do I always feel like I'm losing time Why do I always feel so uninvited Why can't I ever just not be reminded Why can't I always just enjoy the ride Why do I always feel like I'm losing time Why do I always feel so uninvited Why can't I ever just not be reminded Why can't I always just enjoy the ride Why do I always feel like I'm losing time Why do I always feel so uninvited Why can't I ever just not be reminded Why can't I always just enjoy the ride Why do I always feel like I'm losing time Why do I always feel so uninvited Why can't I ever just not be reminded