Sorry

I'm sorry that I have to say goodbye But now is the time the time for me to die There's a special place in hell just for me It might not seem appealing but its what I have to do I know it's hard but I'm in a lot of pain Everyday's a real struggle with my inhibited brain Don't be sad when I'm gone (I'm gone) Be happy that you knew me and I wrote you this song I'm sorry I'm sorry my brother I'm sorry I have to go When you're all alone in the dark And there's no one around to hear your shouts Drowning in a pool of your own blood and tears Being surrounded by your worst fears I'm sorry I'm sorry my lover I'm sorry I have to go Sometimes it's hard to be alone But just as hard to be with friends Sometimes it's hard to tell the truth But we owe it to ourselves to try Because we matter To the ones we love And those who love us Keep fighting you've got this Being constantly strangled by the weight of this cruel world Isn't a feeling I'm fond of but it reminds me I'm alive Not knowing what is real so I hurt myself just to feel The insecurities are winning they're eating up my soul I'm sorry I have to go