Runaway

I'm not a star or a celebrity I don't even know what I'm supposed to be I wish I played guitar like the man in your dreams But nobody seems to notice, nobody seems to see I'm just a boy without a name I touch the fire so I burn I don't avoid it when it rains So I can show you where it hurts I'm just a boy with time to waste I wear my hood to hide my hair I tell my friends I like the pain I swear that I'm not scared I swear that I'm not scared All my lyrics lack complexity All my songs rely on their melody I'm forced to live a lie you would not believe But nobody seems to notice, nobody seems to see I'm just a boy without a name I touch the fire so I burn I don't avoid it when it rains So I can show you where it hurts I'm just a boy with time to waste I wear my hood to hide my hair I tell my friends I like the pain I swear that I'm not scared I swear that I'm not scared I'm not where I'm supposed to be Though it's not my greatest anxiety When I live two lives, don't sleep at night no more I don't bleed what I used to bleed Be the guy I thought that I'd never be Can't remember why I do this anymore I'm just a boy without a name I touch the fire so I burn I don't avoid it when it rains So I can show you where it hurts I'm just a boy with time to waste I wear my hood to hide my hair I tell my friends I like the pain I swear that I'm not scared I swear that I'm not scared I swear that I'm not scared I swear that I'm not scared (Oh, oh, oh) I swear that I'm not scared (Oh, no, no) I swear that I'm not scared (Oh, oh) No, I'm not that scared I know that I'm not scared (No, I'm not) I swear that I'm not sca— Why can't I leave it all behind? Why can't I face what's on my mind? So many things I could have changed I want to give it all away All of the pain and sacrifice I see the burden in your eyes It's easy to say that I'm okay But whenever you leave I want to run away I want to run away I want to run away I wanna be away from this pain I wanna see what comes after the rain I want to be the reason you stay Whenever you leave I want to run away I want to run away