Darkness Surrounds Me (feat. Acediac & Tapestrees)

These are all the things that stop and remind me I hope that you'll find me I don't want to leave anything unspoken Wonderin' where the hope went I won't forget the times when the future seemed bright When I thought it'd be alright We could restart now, I know that we could do this Know we could move through this A nightmare transition, a future of black Where I cannot come back I thought I could make it, so close that I could taste it Now I cannot face it Just wanted a chance, to overwrite the past And create something that lasts Cause I don't wanna be the darkness around me The dark that surrounds me Saw my dreams burn in the middle of the night Trapped without a light I couldn't breathe and I couldn't stop sinking I lost my grip on everything Couldn't believe that I didn't try harder Can't get myself together Harder to accept that it is all over When I thought it'd last forever It's been some time that I haven't heard from you now I'm not sure I ever will I'd just like to know if you're doing alright And if you're still alive I know what I said cannot be forgiven And I know I'm not the best friend I miss you Jaci, I think of you everyday, I wish that you'd've stayed