Patient

I got debris in my eyes Skyscrapers collapse through my mind Oh, I try to pretend like the sky isn't cavin' in I don't want to be a victim till it ends And if I bend and stretch will I crack this Oh I, I can't feel my mind I can't feel it anymore The numbness is worse than the sore I wish I didn't have to fear anymore Please be patient with me Be patient with me Be patient with me, please Cuz I can't, I can't really breathe I'm tryin' to not break down To not stay now in the past But I can't believe that I I can't see the things that I I know that I am anymore It's like I never knew myself before it It's like I never knew my own name You see what you see What I put out in front of you You don't really know, oh I am broken, just a shell Just a mental, a mental spell Just to haunt me I'm made to haunt my own mind Meant to kill me But I don't have the time Oh, be patient with me Please be patient with me Oh, mom be patient with me Baby, please be patient with me Sister, please be patient with me Bestie, please be patient with me Inaijsa, please be patient with me Oh, patient please