happy new year (and many more)

Leave your house Walk through the snow It'll ruin my shoes, I know I can't bring myself to care My socks are already soaked My soles are wearing thin But I can't bring myself to buy another pair Cause When I look down I see all the places that I've been When I look around I see all the shit that I'm in When I look back I see your face, you're telling me It's time to leave So I walk home in the street While the wind laughs at me Without their leaves the trees look weak Kind of like me Cause you were the anchor, you held me down You were the voice in my head, telling me not to drown Under these dark thoughts and impurities So why do I have to leave