Toxic

Drowning in all the grief you've brought on me The wounds will heal, but the scars will remain Tried so hard to be who you wanted me to be Can't even recognize my own reflection anymore I never thought that we would ever fall apart Know this wasn't an easy thing to say, knowing that you could never change I cannot cope, I'd rather die Than swallow this and fucking lie Hope you know this is tearing me apart, but you knew that from the start I pushed you away, getting farther and farther 'til the fire in your eyes dimmed out of sight, out of mind This didn't need to be so complicated (Complicated) For what it's worth, letting go was harder than stitching on this mask I made for you I never thought that we would ever fall apart Know this wasn't an easy thing to say, knowing that you could never change I cannot cope, I'd rather die Than swallow this and fucking lie I hope you know this is tearing me apart But you knew that from the start Wish there was another way than having to beg for you to stay I've given up this chase Will you even remember my face? I'm sinking deeper and deeper inside my thoughts again This will never end, no matter what I do My life will never be the same because of you I never thought that we would ever fall apart Know this wasn't an easy thing to say, knowing that you could never change I cannot cope, I'd rather die Than swallow this and fucking lie Hope you know this is tearing me apart, but you knew that from the start