Bless Your Heart

Where's your heart I lost it looking for you Why are you so cruel I didn't say I was good Only that I knew better I awoke to screaming To find I was alone With the loudest thoughts Wired up to the loudspeaker in my head The very nature of the heart It beckons forth to me Begging to fail With every blessing I'll destroy I am the very worst of what I knew You are the end all of my sins Drop the bomb upon everything I hold dear Loud and clear to make it known The sound of my heart as it self destructs Shrapnel feeds fading hands and I can't keep up The very nature of the heart It beckons forth to me Begging to fail With every blessing I'll destroy I am the very worst of what I knew You are the end all of my sins Hushed gasps for air Pushing down on my chest to collapse Fill me with the secrets to my failure Make an example of me To find me repeating histories in the mourning Bless you For seeing the best in me Bless me For showing you the worst Bless us all For we won't try Just blame tomorrow for yesterday's died Bless you For seeing me for what I am Bless me For not holding back Bless us all For the monsters we hold inside Grow to fester in the good will of our intent Goodness my dear Was never everlasting