Heavy breath

My legs begin to move before I remember how to step I collapse and feel my body buried in the Earth's embrace A message Is hidden in the dark In secret It pulls itself up to the surface Filthy From years of Earth it tunnels through A wasteland Unfamiliar at a first glance I will try Until I see you Gone too far Down into the rabbit hole I will try Until I see you Crying eyes How I have missed you Heavy breath With anticipation You're not there And you never have been I wake up Afraid that nothing's working I wake up Afraid that nothing's working I wake up Afraid that nothing's working I wake up Afraid that nothing's working