Attack

Tonight I feel so alive I might just close my eyes and change my mind Can I call it an attack Or maybe episodic? Is it mild or is it chronic? Because it's not all the time that I Feel like that I keep calling myself insane Manic making gestures not relating to their pain And I'll spiral when it counts Doesn't have to be often It just has to mean something I can't stand your lies But will you take me out this summer