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I know that your friends all hate me I've been apathetic lately Paint my nails and cut my bangs My parents think I'm going crazy Stay up late and pack my bags I'm leaving early please don't chase me Sorry if I made you mad I know it's bad but I'm just lazy You're mad we're growing distant But when I'm home we're kissing Or taking off our clothes I barely know whose home i live in This thing is getting old, you say that we're no more than friends But then you say "Come over", baby you're so inconsistent I still feel the same racking on my brain on what to do acne on my face I bit off way too much to chew but I'm too busy tryna my think my life away About some new ways to lose weight or the cakes I wanna bake 'Cause the distractions get me more than people Train of thought's an evil thing It's a drug to me I'm too feeble I don't know what evil is Or at least that's what i thought before we met (before we met) I know that your friends all hate me I've been apathetic lately Paint my nails and cut my bangs My parents think I'm going crazy Stay up late and pack my bags I'm leaving early please don't chase me Sorry if I made you mad I know it's bad but I'm just lazy You're mad we're growing distant But when I'm home we're kissing Or taking off our clothes I barely know whose home i live in This thing is getting old, you say that we're no more than friends But then you say "Come over", baby you're so inconsistent (Cause when you think about it) (It's no more than 1+2) (Trying hard to run from you) (It's no more than 1+2) (Trying hard to- 1.. 2.. 3!) I know we're both in love but both of us just do it wrong Tryna call, wait a minute babe I'm dying my hair blond But I can't get enough, soon as you text me baby I'll respond Oh wait, it's been a hour, I forgot Honey, when I say "I love you baby" please take it to heart I know my actions don't show it, I seem cold and far apart (okay!) But if I had the courage I would let both of us flourish I'll wait for Valentines 'cause I'm subpar (cause I'm subpar)