Happy

Really, really hate Every mood I fucking take Pushing all of you away Like I'm happy in some way Ain't it really great Making my life so mundane Yeah, I probably need to change But finding happiness in pain Feeling like Noob, the way I'm throwing shade Getting kind of rude, the way I'm placing blame Lying to the world, pretend I'm okay When I'm stressing on my money like I'm playing 2K Call me Devil Man, I cry all the time Over thinking life, like my name Einstein Will I be forgotten, like that game true crime Or treated like an eggo like "Hey that's mine" I'm not fine, I'm not fine Couldn't give my heart away Get hit with denies Steal like Hardaway with see through disguise Everybody fall through like they live on thin ice Really, really hate Every mood I fucking take Pushing all of you away Like I'm happy in some way Ain't it really great Making my life so mundane Yeah, I probably need to change But finding happiness in pain I don't know me I don't know me I don't know me I don't know me Really, really hate Every mood I fucking take Pushing all of you away Like I'm happy in some way Ain't it really great Making my life so mundane Yeah, I probably need to change But finding happiness in pain