Honesty

Tongue tied like a cherry stem I don't really know what to say to them Drifting thoughts I can't apprehend I wonder if they could even comprehend All the dumb stuff that I have to say Rather say nothing because I'm lame Now it's getting hard just to carry that weight Now it's getting hard just to carry that Wait Feeling weak like I'm not a man But that's just this doubt creeping in again Act okay but it's all pretend Lately the truths getting hard to bend I wonder if they can tell And who Making my heart swell What's new I don't wanna let go Like glue I already did though It's true They just wanna know what's going on Really it just is, that I'm tired of my flaws I don't wanna be who I am after all That's why I'm filled with all these sad songs Every single day it changes Always switching all these faces I am going to new places And I don't know if I can take this Hard to see and hard to breath What will give me clarity Probably just honesty But tell me why that's hard to speak