Fighting My Demons

It's not the same, she can't relate no more Ride around the town, I pull up with it, suicidal doors When I'm poppin' off don't say you was, like you was there before I remember I was cryin' out but all y'all pressed ignored Yeah, yeah Fightin' my demons, fightin' my demons, fightin' my demons She can't believe it, can't believe it, can't believe it She think she dreamin', think she dreamin', think she dreamin Wish she can see it, she can see it, she can see it They don't see my fears Sometimes I wish I had God right here I'm callin' on Him, He was never near And all my life, I wanna shed a tear Y'all don't know the pain Back when I was hittin' in the rain Back before the game Way before I had rep to my name I was lost in ways I didn't have nobody by my side So I felt insane I didn't have nobody to call on So I played safe Yeah, where was you before Fell down to my knees when they told me they pulled the cord Cryin' all my life, but y'all don't see it, y'all ignore Someday when I'm gone, yeah, I'm gon' wish I heard that before Yeah, yeah Fightin' my demons, fightin' my demons, fightin' my demons She can't believe it, can't believe it, can't believe it She think she dreamin', think she dreamin', think she dreamin Wish she can see it, she can see it, she can see it They don't see my fears Sometimes I wish I had God right here I'm callin' on Him, He was never near And all my life I wanna shed a tear