Wondering Why

Yo, screw you, Sean I wish I was warheart I wasn't meant to be here for long I wanna fade away You told me this forever, now you left me playing with my brain Thinking about the times we had arguments like that's not okay I've been riding around my city thinking like this is not the same What'd I do to make you leave me Wake me up, this feeling like a dream I've been working on myself, you should've gave me more time I don't think I'm good enough for nobody, I'm not alright Since you left, the only thing on my mind is suicide I be calling on the lord, he don't hear me when I cry You broke my heart, you did me bad, baby, you the reason why I can't trust a single soul or I can never get it right Yeah, in my thoughts, now I'm feeling lost I know we gotta lose to win, but this another cost It felt like you took my heart, stepped on it, lost by default I be on medication, that's why I'm so distraught I wasn't meant to be here for long, I wanna fade away You told me this for everything you left, you playing with my brain Thinking about the times we had arguments, like that's not okay I've been riding around my city thinking like this not the same What'd I do to make you leave me Wake me up, this feeling like a dream Look at me, this is not what it seems You broke me down, I thought you wouldn't leave