Ungrateful God

First they came for my strange and my crazy thoughts. I'm afraid I'm afraid for the beliefs I've lost There's no hope in my chest, just an empty cross Keep the faith, keep the faith, keep the faith because I only wanna love you Somehow I think you know But then you're hardly ever out there, the places that I go Because I only wanna love you I worry so hard, why do I have to wait this long We're estranged, you and me and we never talk Though I'm shaking with rage I won't give you up, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, Ive lost Keep the faith, keep the faith keep the faith because I only wanna love you Somehow I think you know But then you're hardly ever out there, the places that I go Because I only wanna love you I worry so hard, why do I have to wait this long Stay awake, stay awake, stay awake don't nod Stay awake, stay awake, stay awake, I'm ungrateful, God.