Broken or Fixed?

Am I broken? Tell me, am I broken? Brain broken, bod broken? I've never broke a bone I've never lost a love But tell that to my heart Cuz I'm feeling real torn apart Broken or fixed, a game we played as kids One token, twenty clicks, every joyride has its kicks I'm scared to say shit in this song I'm scared someone will tell me this is wrong That I can't say this, can't say that Can't say (shh) can't talk smack I tell myself this every day and night I tell myself this even when I write Tell me (I need an outside opinion) Does that mean I'm broken? When was I last seen whole? Wish that I was joking But I can feel a shard a glass pressing right into my soul (Afraid it might penetrate, baby agh!) Broken or fixed, a game we played as kids Twice I felt like smokin, I refuse to do that shit One token, twenty clicks, all joyrides have time limits Broken or fixed, a game we played as kids This state of indecision is giving me a fever Indecision is my state of being, so will you be my pain reliever? It's not even that I don't know who I am I know I'm mixed, and know I'd love to love a man But identity is hardly a key when the whole world puts a lock around me Broken or fixed, a game we played as kids Twice I felt like smokin, I refuse to do that shit One token, twenty clicks, all joyrides have time limits Broken or fixed, a game we played as kids I'll never see my face firsthand So who am I to say if I'm broken? I'll never see my face firsthand So who am I to say if I'm broken? Who am I to say?