Soymilk and Syrup

That time again, that time of night that is my afternoon It's just me, maybe a cat, maybe the moon, at least for an hour before the clouds return Kept by four walls, I can do nothing but draw by the light of the night Do I feel at ease? Do I feel uneasy? I couldn't say, I feel alone, I'm just my own And that's not quite enough So, I swallow my loneliness with a swig of soymilk and syrup That's so me: soymilk and syrup And I would chuckle to myself in the darkness of the kitchen Smile to myself at my unchanging disposition But tasting sweetness provides me patience Eventually I'd put down the cup, un-bud my ears, and go to sleep Only in my dreams can I expect for them to be seen to, my desires of who? I'm waiting on many things Need them soon As I'm waiting on everything I look at the moon And, I swallow my loneliness with a swig of soymilk and syrup That was me: soymilk and syrup And I would chuckle to myself in the darkness of the kitchen Smile to myself at my unchanging disposition But tasting sweetness provides me patience Yeah tasting sweetness provides me patience