Drenched In The Rain

I'm addicted to the madness The sadness and the pain Drawn into the storm again The lightning, thunder, rain I don't run from the darkness I beg it to take control 'Cause I can feel the emptiness Buried in my soul I used to chase the daydreams But I lived through every scare Wrestling with shadows Screaming, "no one cares." The demons weren't illusions They wore your face, it's true Now I'm crawling from the fire That I walked through for you But I'm still addicted to madness Sadness and pain I'm standing here alone In the thunder and the rain No shelter, no cover Just sorrow remains You crashed into my world Now I'll never be the same I thought I'd find freedom On the other side of you But healing ain't so easy When the scars still feel new And though I'm walking forward I still carry the ache The pieces that you shattered That no one else can take Yes, I'm addicted to madness Sadness and pain Still standing in the storm With nothing left to gain Soaked in the torment Drenched in the shame You left your mark on me And I'll never be the same I'll never be the same No, I'll never be the same