Calls From A Blonde Ghost

Silently I stood taller I'm bleeding between what grounds the sick and wrecked I drained my Zoloft in the bathroom so I can picture your face more clearly To picture your voice more clearly Best not forget it Best not forget it Best not forget it Delicately across the smokey air, I look down over the balcony My sweat dries on the rising air youth grew to become And if I choose to fall, your death taught me one thing Is that there's beauty in control There's beauty in control Maybe then I'll find no shame Maybe then I'll find your needle Needle Your sister gave me a yellow bird, something to hold onto It's what left of you now A lifeless body clinging to another Flailing acrobatically, helpless screams of someone who wanted better A loving mother Lifeless, numb to failure Frozen pictures' what's left of you now And I'll leave it burning behind, you'll remain frozen You'll remain Frozen Frozen Frozen I screamed at the moon claiming I won't end up like you But you called me a fucking liar References, references, references, we're in Oakland tonight I love Black Country despite the burden of references I went to your hometown to feel alone, and with judging eyes I paced my movements through a ventriloquist, ball and chain right near me Broken Twisted Glowing Broken Twisted Glowing Calls from a blonde ghost You said that it's almost, time to take these pills and lie in bed To wash the pain away, I'll watch you fade away You're a blonde ghost You said that it's almost, time to take these pills and lie in bed To wash the pain away, I'll watch you fade away I'll watch you fade away I wish you didn't die I wish you didn't die I wish you didn't die I wish you didn't I wish you didn't die I wish you didn't die I wish you didn't die I wish you didn't