Breakable

Not welcome Great blames An unwanted child A big mistake A big mistake There's a stormy longing for numbness in my mind My brain is tormented by pent-up lust I reach for the bottle to drown my fears I don't need help, i don't trust My life can't still have meaning My steps go back, they go backwards The past lies, swallows me up To the point of dead cards I have been stumbling Along dark paths all my life I got involved with people For some attention My heart is still bleeding From all the stab wounds Right in the middle And i cry There's a stormy longing for numbness in my mind My brain is tormented by pent-up lust I reach for the bottle to drown my fears I don't need help, i don't trust My life can't still have meaning My steps go back, they go backwards The past lies, swallows me up To the point of dead cards No wonder I'm competely lost And confused in this creepy hole No wonder i'm completely shaky Insecure and not whole I am an isolated rock In deep dark water Shaped and polished By the brisk flow A source of support For those who were lost Did i saved them How do i know? Not welcome Great blames An unwanted child A big mistake