Decay Away

Go! What am I supposed to do? I'm drowning in anxiety I do what you want me to But what about what's right for me? I've given everything I had I guess it's not enough for you What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do? I can't think with all these people around me I can't speak when there's too much to lose I can't think with all these people around me I can't speak when there's too much to lose Decay away When there's nothing left to give I fade away I don't know what to say The only way Push it down and hold it tight Decay away Have I lost my identity? Afraid of doing something wrong Where's the heart in all these words? I lose a tiny piece of myself Every time I keep you out What am I supposed to do? I don't know what you want from me What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do? I can't think with all these people around me I can't speak when there's too much to lose I can't think with all these people around me I can't speak when there's too much to lose Decay away When there's nothing left to give I fade away I don't know what to say The only way Push it down and hold it tight Decay away Have I lost my identity? This is it I'm breaking down This is it I'm breaking down This is it I'm breaking down This is it I've lost myself This is it I'm breaking down This is it I've lost myself I close my eyes and forget where I am Cause shutting them out never seemed so hard I feel their eyes they're judging me And stealing all my air The congestion reflection self pity deception Corruption confusion creates a delusion The anger and rage fills me on the stage I space out and cease to exist Decay away When there's nothing left to give I fade away I don't know what to say The only way Push it down and hold it tight Decay away Have I lost my identity? Decay away When there's nothing left to give I fade away I don't know what to say The only way Push it down and hold it tight Decay away Have I lost my identity now?