SICK

I am sick I don't sleep anymore How could you forgive me When I can't forgive myself I am sick I'm tired of feeling this low I am my own worst enemy Bring the pain back I feel the cold as it takes a hold of me But even after all I've lost I guess it's not enough Pushing back At an immovable force Can't take the weight of this guilt I am giving in What have i become? I've flown into the sun I fell so far theres nowhere left to fall now Tell me what's left here for me The void I have tried to exit Dont fucking need your help I reject it Still The pendulum swings It just dont mean a thing It's all just dead to me F*ck every single memory Fucking call me a demon But your the one you created me I am sick I don't sleep anymore How could you forgive me if I can't forgive myself I am sick I'm tired of feeling this low I am my own worst enemy Motherfucker this shit runs deeper Ain't got no time left to fear the reaper I can't erase it follows me wherever I go Where ever I go I'm fucking sick of this shit So drag me closer to the edge of it I am sick I don't sleep anymore I am sick I don't sleep anymore SICK