Indigo Bunting

I hated to wake up and find that you weren't here I just wanna hold you close and feel that you are near You should know my attitude is governed by my fear It's the strangest thing It's the strangest thing All those years I told myself that you were gonna stay And in my heart I hoped you'd make it to my wedding day Now it seems I've grown so used to you being away It's the strangest thing It's the strangest thing But oh, I remember the days when you held me And we would sit in the sunshine And I would look at your hands Then you would call me your Indigo Bunting Isn't it crazy how some things Just aren't meant to last Thinking back on Fayetteville and I can't help but smile Watching those old videos makes it seem like a while Since photoshoots were put on hold when I put you on trial It's the strangest thing It's the strangest thing I've been trying to forgive but can't seem to forget It felt like I was mourning loss that hadn't happened yet I have the right to feel betrayed but all I feel's regret It's the strangest thing It's the strangest thing But oh, I remember the days when you held me And we would sit in the sunshine And I would look at your hands Then you would call me your Indigo Bunting Isn't it crazy how some things Just aren't meant to last Oh, I remember the sound of you laughter The lazy naps we took after Long days out in the trees At last, you've got the thing you most wanted You'll never again feel haunted By the desire to be free