Blessings

I fucked up again Now it's only bad luck again And I hate it but I'm stuck I'm fed up sometimes I feel I've had enough They've been holdin me down For so damn long Feel the weight of the whole world On my damn lungs And they been sayin, stop stressin All these curses I forget to count my blessings It's like I never existed in the first place Sometimes I want out of this place in the worst way Yeah I've come close but no, I won't go Sometimes I feel the demons got me in a chokehold I feel the pressure on me heavy I'm exhausted I hate the way this makes me feel I'm feeling nauseous They talk to me like it's so easy Where's the off switch? I would say I feel defeated But no I don't take no losses I been down before and I'll be there again, yeah No, I can't lose, I'll always find a way to win And if u bet against me, know that that's a sin The fall it gives me that adrenaline That medicine I'm high on 10 And then I'm fucked up again Now it's only bad luck again And I hate it but I'm stuck I'm fed up sometimes i feel I've had enough (Sometimes I feel I've had enough) They've been holdin me down For so damn long (They've been holding me down) Feel the weight of the whole world On my damn lungs (And I'm feeling it now) And they been sayin, stop stressin All these curses I forget to count my blessings