Changes (feat. Nicolas Sales)

It's been some years since I spoke with you I found out all my hidden fears when I broke with you I used to fear I had no hope with you But now i know that to be true Damn I was so confused It takes time to ease your mind When all you know is pain I can't remember the last time that I felt sane But now I'm falling all the time I wish I could rewind Back to a time when everything was okay But now it's changing all the time, I know The summer turns into bummer And the hums turn to thunder I wish I could be someone you know I f*ck up But that don't mean that I'm a f*ck up But just f*ck it Now I'm better on my own, I swear You probably think I'm all alone out there But I been moving with the breeze I don't need your sympathy Yet still I wonder if you ever even cared And do you ever think about me like that? I doubt it You're probably feeling all alone when you're crowded Tell me, why you went and turned your back I mean it When I say that you're the weakest Can't believe this At least I still have my dignity You gave away your every bit when you did this to me Now when I think to the past, I'm glad it's history I never should have missed a beat You fucked me up but now I'm done I'll see you later in my sleep And do you ever think about me like that? I doubt it You're probably feeling like you're better off without me Tell me why'd you have to do me like that? I mean it You had to go and cut me out Yeah I seen it Middle of the night Yeah i fight the urge to text you Should I just forget you? I can't let you in again Missing you again Yeah I know that i left you I cannot forget you I just can't forget you Talk to me, even if you yell Baby hit me like you mean it Just so I can tell that you're still here Tell me Tell me that you hate me I know I been hated I been getting faded (To numb the pain) Propane, yeah Light the flame, yeah It won't be the same, yeah It won't be the same, yeah It was a mistake to think about you again All you cause is pain, yeah I'm done And do you ever think about me like that? I doubt it You're probably feeling all alone when you're crowded Tell me, why you went and turned your back I mean it When I say that you're the weakest Can't believe this At least I still have my dignity You gave away your every bit when you did this to me Now when I think to the past, I'm glad it's history I never should have missed a beat You fucked me up but now I'm done I'll see you later in my sleep