Dichotomy Intro

(The manic depressive) Sometimes I dont know how to feel My pockets get empty and shit get too real My mind get too hazy, I still don't take pills My body gets lazy when shit get too still I sit and wonder why tf am I here? N contemplate kickin the f*ck out that chair Or puttin a bullet right thru my left ear I ain't ever been scared, even death couldn't fear Then I'm back on my bullshit when u blink ya eye I kick back w a fat one, I spark and unwind And po up some mo drank, cut up 3 or 4 lines My mind goes back n forth, I cant get it in time One day I'm a king Next day I'm a fiend My dichotomy Fightin opposite sides of me