14

I'm having trouble eating can't keep it down Therapy ain't working, cause I'm too strung out Guess LA broke my heart, left me on the ground You know real life ain't like the movies Bandages only cover the bruising You know it's been a while but when I think about it I feel it still When I was only 14 Thought I was drowning Caught in a bad dream All my demons found their way in One by one creeping Until I couldn't speak I just wanna know I'm worth it Maybe I was too young when the plane touched down The look on my mother's face, she didn't make a sound Though my debt is paid, I still feel the weight, like phantom chains Too bad real life ain't like the movies Bandages only cover the bruising I know it's been a while still can't laugh about it I feel it still When I was only 14 Thought I was drowning Caught in a bad dream All my demons found their way in One by one creeping Until I couldn't speak I just wanna know I'm worth it It ruined me, water in my lungs gets hard to breathe Thought I'd feel myself by 17 Nothing really makes much sense to me Fantasy, tainted by the crazy shit I've seen I left my heart in a guillotine Nothing really makes much sense to me When I was only 14 Thought I was drowning Caught in a bad dream All my demons found their way in One by one creeping Until I couldn't speak When I was only 14 Thought I was drowning Caught in a bad dream All my demons found their way in One by one creeping Until I couldn't speak I just wanna know I'm worth it