better plans

I hope you know I'm trying Not a word that I could say could ever make this go away I'm so afraid of dying All these thoughts inside my brain like things wont ever be the same But trust me I wont We go through this everyday you know I'm tryna make a change So leave it alone I cant wait another day I think its time to let you go I just need some time You know I wanna make it out you know I wanna make this right But I cant F*ck you yes I can I got plans I got dreams I got shrooms I got xans (What u want ho?) Shawty please don't tell me bout your man We could chill we could drink we could f*ck we could jam (How that sound though?) Really do you got better plans? I'm a punk yeah I know but I do the best I can (I'm still doin what you cant so) But trust me I wont We go through this everyday you know I'm tryna make a change So leave it alone I cant wait another day I think its time to let you I just need some time You know I wanna make it out you know I wanna make this right I think I need you Cause girl you're something special I can see it Every time I look into your fucking eyes So trust me I wont I just wanna be okay I hope that we can stay the same Just need you to know Yeah I hate the way I live I hope that you could let it go