Calls to Ma

I don't want to talk a lot I just don't want to do this I just gotta change my life I know it's kind of ruthless Just to think about myself a lot But I'm the only one who love me Cause everybody talk But they don't ever try to prove it It's just hard enough But now I smoke a blunt And I'm just knowing I'm the one And now this music got me going Now I'm thunderstruck Thinking about it different Hold on, I got that prayer I know it, it is my mission Breaking it down inside But damn it, I get conditioned to hate And hate so much And I know the love is mentioned a little It get too hard to show it I broken and I know it It get too hard to show it I know I broken and I know it It get too hard to show it It's getting harder to show it It get too hard to show it Harder to show it Faded again and I'm wasted, yeah I've been away, I'm sorry Thinking about it, I'm torn again I've been this way, I'm sorry Hoping I could change, I know it I'm thinking alone again, yeah Ooh, no No beating me down again, world Say I'm wrong again, world Yes, you're right again, world I'm too damn gone, you ain't, well I'm too damn torn Oh, baby, I'm too damn low, poor Don't leave me scarred, yeah, yeah I'm too damn scarred, yeah I'm too damn torn, yeah Oh-oh-oh, oh No beating me down again, well I'm too damn torn, you ain't, well I'm too damn torn I'm thinking alone again, yeah Ooh-oh No beating me down again, world Say I'm wrong again, world Yes, you're right again, world I'm too damn gone, you ain't, world I'm too damn torn Oh, maybe I'm too damn lost Now leave me scarred, yeah, yeah Oh-oh-oh, oh No beating me down again, well It get too hard to show it I broke and I know it It get too hard to show it I know I broke and I know it It get too hard to show it It's getting harder to show it It get too hard to show it It get too hard to show it