I Didn't See You Come In There

I hadn't planned on letting you see The part of myself that I like the least You witnessed the worst and still didn't flee I'm thinking maybe things aren't as bad as they seem I hadn't planned on letting it show That I buckle under the weight of every blow The greatest secret that I ever kept Is I question if I've got any fight left You hadn't planned on letting it slip Some days you feel you're losing your grip The ones that we love we keep them close And push them away when we need them most You hadn't planned for this to happen The wound that you thought had healed reopened You thought you had locked it somewhere up safe Can't see it's written on every single step you take And that demon came out screaming from behind The door you boarded up The floors fall out from underneath Can no longer hold the pain we keep That hurricane it came on hard and fast The wind it swirls the wave it crashes Batten down the hatches Hold on as it passes Build something upon the ashes I hadn't planned on letting it show That I'm fragile and flawed but still beautiful No longer have the energy to hide This is me love me or walk on by I hadn't planned on letting you see The part of myself that I like the least You witnessed the worst and still didn't flee Maybe things aren't as bad as they seem