Here on Christmas

It started on a cold December day Yes I knew it but you felt so far away I could feel it if I tried Something isn't close to right And I'm lying through my teeth that it's okay Sitting here on Christmas thinking How long will this take? I'll make it to chicago once again The snow will find a way to heal a friend And I thought it would be easier to face what lies ahead Coming up with all the stories I should send Sitting here on Christmas thinking How long will this take? Sitting here on Christmas thinking How long will this take? Sitting here on Christmas thinking How long will this take? Sitting here on Christmas thinking How long will this take?