Mutual (prodbydarian)

This ain't mutual love I try to speak to you I'm tongue tied Staring at her legs while She just wanna waste time Always pray I get my words right But this ain't mutual love Say it's natural Reality you don't give a f*ck I hear em saying it's gets better but it's hurting Too much Nothing to do today she's taking space Inside of my lungs I Drink to rid the thought of you I need to wake up Cause this ain't mutual love Try to speak to you I'm tongue tied Staring at her legs while She just wanna waste time Speak to me about men you say that you love Pretend I don't mind it Giving parts of your soul to someone you know Is not to rely on I forget how to feel about you deep down But girl know I'm lying Repercussions your well aware of But to you they don't mean nothing I could see how you hurt yourself you don't have a healthy connection Somehow always gets messy When he's through with you then you text me Girl I can light the fire when you let me I won't abandon you when your heavy But I swear to god that it's the last time Cause I can't stand to see you face cry Sometimes I wish that I could rewind But this ain't mutual love No this ain't mutual Love no I try to speak to you I'm tongue tied Staring at her legs while she just wanna waste time But this ain't mutual love Say it's natural Reality you don't give a f*ck I hear em saying it's gets better but it's hurting Too much Nothing to do today she's taking space Inside of my lungs I Drink to rid the thought of you I need to wake up cause this aint mutual love