All of This Will End

Inside my cage, I watch the clouds Getting angry, turning dark and raining down I let my fingers run I want to turn my brain off, want to turn my shame to dust Nobody hears me now I'm talking to myself, I'm talking to god or something I don't want anything to do with magic And back then, I had it Forgiving and sacred You ask me what I think about this Is there's even a reason for it? I don't have answers, no one does I've been finding comfort in that There's only love There's only moving through and trying your best Sometimes it's not enough Who gives a f*ck? All of this will end Don't forget All of this will end I'm out of body I am idle in the kitchen, biting on my fingernails Keeping from calling Feeling scared of everyone I thought I knew I'm only loving Only moving through and trying my best Sometimes it's not enough But I'm still real, and I forgive