It's Not Easy

Don't you think you've had enough Feeling sorry for yourself Always trapped inside your head Never getting out of bed You've been feeling so alone But your friends are all blowing up your phone Hitting them up shouldn't be this hard But you're frozen where you are Don't you think you're getting sick Of feeling like a lunatic What's it gonna take for you to quit I'm calling you to say I'm sorry for the wait I know it's shitty how I've been so M.I.A. I don't want you to think I don't appreciate It's just not easy feeling this way Stewing in your toxic thoughts Letting worries call the shots Wishing you could up and disappear To be fair, it's been a pretty rotten year Maybe you can't see the end But you've got time to pretend Carpe diem isn't just a phrase Don't you just wanna run away Don't you think you're getting sick Of feeling like a lunatic What's it gonna take for you to quit I'm calling you to say I'm sorry for the wait I know it's shitty how I've been so M.I.A. I don't want you to think I don't appreciate It's just not easy feeling this way It's not that easy (It's not that easy) It's not that easy (It's not that easy) It's not that easy (It's not that easy) It's not that easy (It's not that easy) I'm calling you to say I'm sorry for the wait I know it's shitty how I've been so M.I.A. I don't want you to think I don't appreciate It's just not easy feeling this way