Clearing Out My Mind

Lately i've been striving to become a better person Theres people that do so much for me but i cant do much to return it Am i truly deserving I hope that i am so one day i can give back to the ones that helped me flourish I salute the man that lends a hand from the heart Staring blank in a world where it all fell apart Where the government don't help so i try through my art The struggle left welts but i've been wise from the start I know i can overcome anything i embark God told me to tell them so i replied with remarks Dip and dart to mars while they march in a marsh Silver bullets from the mouth while your shooting rounds from guns to kill the love Point proven dead movement hope they felt better after they used it Thats why i stay reclusive Nowadays you never know who's got a weapon on a hip Ready to spray us all and sprint Shits crazy the earths fading so i'm training my brain to break free Caught in the eye of the storm trading blows with the norm Reprogramming my mentality to soar Were in a war against ourselves the world and more So i keep the peace to restore what was once a core part of our source Hold Force And ive been fighting urges I've been far from perfect I've been steady working And steady learning About my purpose Im so determined And i drift and i roam cannot tell you where I'm gone And i sit and i zone cannot tell you where I'm going And i just want you to know To my girlfriend my family my friends and all my fans i just wanna tell you all i love you I just wanna tell you all that i love you Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind I feel regretful for the way that i cut myself off And everyday i notice more our communications gone Even though everybody's so easy to reach nowadays somehow they're not Im aware that my time here is limited So im gonna do what i gotta before its ended I wanna spread love and uplift existence Change some lives for the better lend the youth some assistance Down underground working in the trenches Until I'm bubbling above the surface just like i intended relentless Im not asking for no handouts i wanna make my own way Self made knock the doubt right off their face The canvas is blank so i paint Nothing to do today so i create They don't want you to be self sufficient Im haunted by my vision What is the cost when it comes to living Were conquered by division And falter without intention Double crossed by intuition Exalted like a phoenix Exhausted from lack of sleeping These thoughts never stop I'm thinking An insomniac thats dreaming I cant manage to calm my demons I landed in the deep end but success is in my being And ive been fighting urges I've been far from perfect I've been steady working And steady learning About my purpose Im so determined And i drift and i roam cannot tell you where I'm gone And i sit and i zone cannot tell you where I'm going And i just want you to know To my girlfriend my family my friends and all my fans i just wanna tell you all i love you I just wanna tell you all that i love you Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind Im clearly out my mind so I'm clearing out my mind