Insanity Personified

Im so stuck in my way the main suffer Turn bullet proof to the pain became tougher Blaze one for the rage and spit summer Its take over when i spray so take cover Split the beat like an axe and stay lumber They pray above too but he won't ever get to you My eyes darker than the clouds when they take form I break norms flow a storm into the sky because I'm bored Hit record my troubles distant for the moment Minds a double edged sword drifting for the hopeless The struggle has been morbid my bid is worth a bet Place my work where i rest because time is money friend Im just hoping this spreads to be dependent It gets ridiculous when your independent And your trying to make a living from being true to yourself At the same time doing everything with no help And this is why i inhale and this is why I'm in hell I love creating music but i hate that they don't hear Caught in my despair Thinking about how maybe its too late for why I'm here I can see a better life very clear in my view But it fades away at the thought that i might never get through Who are you who are you No one new You never knew So out of tune I fell into a dream that i cant escape from I still feel out of the ordinary Oh so typical it seems I just cant see whats no there I put faith in myself at all odds No religion believing the flows GOD Pair my punchlines with rhythm that hits hard Rockstar live to die and move on Visions limitless eternal penmenship It was written in my soul before i invented this Im infinite with a spirit sent to make music like the angels did Ive fallen down but my halo sits a set of horns and my wings were clipped Trapped like a bird in a cage that cant fly away Gathering the day garnering my light Overcasting the dark garnished in the night I got the spirit of a warrior it aint war to fight It seems the peace won't keep until Im deceased So i cease to exist in a space that i miss Longing for the comfort covered in the sorrow Heavy as the heavens lie be weary of the marvel Death is really nice life is just borrowed Take yourself into the mind of a psycho With a path that cycles in and out my rivals Like ammunition from a rifle Theres blasphemy in the bible Love is my idol I have a fearless style I face it all and see it how it is Even if its difficult to swallow Their beliefs hallow I lead never fall low I fell into a dream that i cant escape from I still feel out of the ordinary Oh so typical it seems I just cant see whats no there