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Cold Built like a stone But feel like a bonehead Cause I'm still on my own Not feeling at home yet Not living alone Which is something I don't get Because I'm getting old Heart telling me don't stress But this here is taking a toll My mind is a whole mess And all of my chakras are closed I'm trying to progress But something ain't right in my soul I'm losing my focus And now I don't know what I know Am I at my lowest At the bottom of a hole Have I become hopeless Momma say it ain't so I've had no rest Where to go - where to go Don't know where to go next Still going with the flow In faith I protest I will fight 'fore I fold Yeah - going for gold Yes - that's the goal - indigo Yelling out yelling out hotep Never claiming to be woke Yet studied the toltec For the wisdom I promote Can't control it let it go And breathe Breathe But there's something in the air And something in the water I am well aware I just don't know what to call it We don't even care Don't even care at all And I just can't believe Everything that's happening The planet has a disease Better get your vaccine Some of us don't even trust the government Discovering corruption And that seems to be everlasting Doesn't it What is it then - Is it proof that our world is coming to end That we suffer immensely And some struggle to live Without justice Yet we're supposed to forget Most of the troubles we're in I'm sick of it I can't think straight This time and place is as tough as it gets Ain't no love in the city Got the bloods and the crips going to war And here I am - just stuck in the middle Then another gets hit - And killed Man I ain't sign up for this shit It's too much that I deal with But I gotta be still And still gotta rebuild For my family Although the dysfunction is real Everyone needs the healing I just speak how I feel That's what poetry's for But when does showing support become an emotional sport When your closest cohorts are opening doors Unbeknownst to you Then turn into people you don't know anymore Damn That hurts to the core But I've learn to be sure to take nothing personal I said that one hurts to the core But I've learned to be sure to take nothing personal You see me in person Know that I'm being merciful My conscience is universal So heed Full circle O - please 89 in reverse What number you know - three First it was four - free Second - was for mother of earth to evolve He Queen Welcome home (Welcome home welcome home) Chief Queen chief Yeah